Thursday, December 10, 2009

The Final Post

For my last blog post, I figured I would address the question that has plagued me and will continue to plague me for, in all likelihood, the rest of my life.

Why do the good, the pure, and the innocent suffer? Why do, in the words of Gandalf the Grey, do "many live that deserve death, and some die that deserve life"?

The conclusion that I am forced to draw, is that of the book of Ecclesiastes. We are dust, and what we do is meaningless--we have only the illusion of free will; in truth, we are at the mercy of an absurd and arbitrary universe (or God). Good people have terrible things happen to them, things that they have no control over--whether or not they deserve it or not.

I am confronted with this horror, these horrors.

The horror that my mother has been struck with a mental disease since she was a teenager.

The horror of the bright young man I knew, who felt the need to take his own life.

The horror of thousands of slaughtered children, of good women and men who are taken to the brink of depraved madness for nothing but the whims of power-hungry and hateful fools.

The suffering of humanity, and the ones we love is enough to break the back of Hercules--and yet, I am happy. Why?

Because I choose to suffer, and bear my sufferings. I do not ask for others to appreciate or bear my suffering, nor do I ask for theirs. It is our task, I believe, to shoulder the world we are given, to struggle, to fight back against the darkness, to, as Dylan Thomas penned "rage, rage, against the dying of the light". We must leave the world better than we found it, even if it all falls into meaninglessness. We cannot suffer the machinations of evil humans, the precious time we have cannot be wasted idly allowing the things we do have control over go unquestioned.

I recently read Brave New World again for the 20,000th time. The world of the novel, full of happy, blissfully unaware infant-humans, seems to be one that it is difficult to argue against. Why reject a world without suffering, without pain, disease and unhappiness?

There is one simple thing. Choice. And I'm not talking about the silly "freedom" that is so commonly lauded about in action movies. "Freedom" can be taken away. The only freedom that is truly unalienable, truly untouchable, is the freedom of the human mind to choose how to face given circumstances. Viktor Frankl speaks about this in his book Man's Search For Meaning. He describes Jews in concentration camps that were deprived of everything--except the attitude that they could approach their death. Brave New World offers a world in which that choice has been taken away--the power to make the choice to ignore a preconditioned response is lost.

But back to suffering. Choice is the one weapon we have against the absurdity and evident cruelty of the universe, and it is saddening how often people forget it.

With that, some closure from Mr. Anderson: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3YC7TMi0l68

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Notes for 12/8/09

  • Rian talked about her personal experience with the Bible. She grew up in a small town, and has three big encounters where others tried to tell her about the Bible. She is more open to the book now.
  • Amanda Leichtnam spoke about sexual content in the Bible. She didn't finish the whole thing, but became very interested and surprised at how prevalent sexuality is in the book as metaphor, and for the sake of a good story.
  • Lisette's favorite Psalm, 23, caused her to write a paper about how Dr. Sexson is the shepard, and we are the sheep. She also mentioned the camp she worked at over the summer.
  • Fletcher discussed the parallels between the Biblical Jacob and the Jacob of The Slave.
  • Chris revised the idea of the U-shaped curve, and made it more of a tangent function, and related the character of Jacob in The Slave to this.
  • Rachel talked about how The Slave is a retelling of Joseph Campbell's monomyth. The call to adventure, etc. Dr. Sexson once again told us to read The Hero With a Thousand Faces.
  • Tai addressed the question of where mythology lurks in our everyday lives. He spoke about In Cold Blood, and mentioned New Journalism.
  • Amanda Jones talked about suffering in the Bible, suffering in The Slave, and suffering in the blogs, particularly Natalie's and Lisette's. Suffering is unavoidable, but there can be no doubt in our faith, no giving up, or we are lost.
  • Eric Hjelvik had some questions about what he could ask God. Is Jacob a slave? Yes. Am I a slave? Yes, but he is willingly a slave, by his own choosing. How is Jacob able to handle this? Through faith.
  • Dr. Sexson mentioned Soren Kierkegaard and his book Purity of Heart is to Will One Thing.
  • Tristan talked about how originally he was going to talk about the Rastafarian religion, but changed his mind, and chose to talk about how the Bible relates to us through song and story.
  • Derek found himself similar to William Blake in that he was fascinated with Job. The book is the first time the reader see "Satan", and Job is one of the first characters to have done nothing wrong.
  • Rio wrote a novella, because he hates lists, about his journey and need to go out and explore the Bible.
  • Jaime talked about The Slave and the Bible, and introduced the concept of soul recycling, how we go from blind faith, to questioning faith, to teaching faith.
  • Alicia talked about the story of Esther, and compared the character to Atticus Finch (in To Kill a Mockingbird), Randle McMurphy (in One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest), Esmerelda (in The Hunchback of Notre Dame), and Sarah (in The Slave).
  • Jessi spoke about Biblical "heroes" and "villains". Her preacher talked about selective salvation, God chooses those he likes, and the other is automatically the villain.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Notes for 12/3/09

Sorry about being a little late with the notes. Here we go (I didn't want to take someone out of context, so my descriptions might be a little short):
  • Karen spoke about the Slave, and how Jacob was a "slave" to God
  • Ashley compared the Bible to Firefly, and how faith isn't supposed to make sense.
  • Thomas talked about how the Bible changed the way he understood stories.
  • Jenna talked about how actually reading the Bible has clarified many things for her (she'd spent a long time avoiding it) and how it's a good idea to read it.
  • Chris discussed the characters of Jacob and Wanda, and how he didn't like Wanda's forced transformation into Sarah.
  • Craig was very much intrigued with the lines in Ecclesiastes "vanity of vanities, all is vanity", and wrote an entire paper about the self.
  • Alex was very interested in how the Bible has created a "metaphorical identity" for many cultures.
  • Shelby used excellent illustrations to talk about the mental apocalypse, and the varying interpretations of the Bible.
  • Melissa talked about the role of women in the Bible, as movers and pushers, and more than just Plotz's "prostitutes".
  • Craig talked about the inspirational Book of Revelation, and used Patton Oswalt.
  • Katie spoke about interpreting the Bible for use in our lives, and a little bit of extra biblical stuff too.
  • Kathryn was struggling with the idea of the wrathful God, and trying to work out (theodicy) why he does the things he does.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

My Term Paper

Here is my term paper, for your reading pleasure (or displeasure):

The Bible: An Attack on Expectation, and Position

Narrative. Chronicle. Tale. Account. These words are synonymous with a word—a concept—that has been around for a very long time, and is of much interest—story. Understanding of this word, and the implications and power that it has, is the fundamental goal of many who study the history of the written word and its intricacies. Some commit their entire lives to the interpretation and contextualizing of literature within themselves, and the much larger human experience.

Northrop Frye states in The Great Code that, “I was attracted to the Bible, not because I thought it reinforced any “position” of mine, but because it suggested a way of getting past some of the limitations inherent in all positions.” (xvi) I believed I had a pretty good “position” in the understanding and use of stories. I would mouth the tired lines that stories are glimpses into history, they are personal connections, they are journeys, movements—attempts to grasp the ungraspable. And yet, I was a hypocrite. I found it ridiculous that anyone would live his or her life according to a text that was as convoluted and confusing as the Bible. But as I read, I realized that that is what I do. I connect myself, my beliefs with stories that I have read—how was the Bible any different or worse than other explanations for why the world is the way it is? So, embarking on a journey to “understand” the bible, I made a discovery about my own perceptions, and about stories as a whole—stories are not, as any dictionary would tell you, “an account of real or fictional events”. They are events, they are beliefs—stories make us, stories are people. In essence, the Bible changed my “position” on storytelling, and continues to do so.

The Bible is a whole, and not a whole—a series of parts that create a mythos, but at the same time creating (perhaps unintentionally) a skeptical framework that calls into question that same created mythos. Cain and Abel, Ecclesiastes, Job, Lazarus—these, like many others in the massive tome that is the Bible, leave me with more questions than answers, which, I think, is exactly the reason the Bible is so powerful, and is of great importance.

“I do not know; am I my brother’s keeper?” (The Harper Collins Study Bible, Gen. 4.9) This line, from the book of Genesis, is an excellent parable and insight into the violent early nature of man, and raises many interesting questions about the relationship that humans have with their “brothers”, if any at all. As with many tales in the bible, there are many gaps in the text (lacuna) that beg for interpretation. If Cain has committed such a great sin, why does God allow him to live, rather then smiting him like all the other evildoers throughout the book? Are we all not descendents of Cain, do we not all share in his sin? This is what interests me about the story of Cain and Abel, and I believe it to be a challenge of expectation. If further reading of the bible is to be any indicator, Cain should die. But he doesn’t—perhaps because this story is meant to be a warning, a challenge. This is the heart of darkness that lies at the center of man, and the consequences are there to challenge expectation: perhaps there is no eternal punishment for murder—Cain continues to live. John Steinbeck captures the essence of the story of Cain and Abel in his novel East of Eden:
I believe that there is one story in the world, and only one, that has frightened and inspired us, so that we live in a Pearl White serial of thought and wonder. Humans are caught—in their lives, in their thoughts, in their hungers and ambitions, in their avarice and cruelty, and in their kindness and generosity too—in a net of good and evil. I think this is the only story we have and that it occurs on all levels of feeling and intelligence… There is no other story. (747)
Ecclesiastes provides another type of narrative—the narrative of skepticism. Unlike many other passages in Psalms, etc., Ecclesiastes provides no comfort, no warm-fuzzies for the reader to cover themselves with like a warm soft blanket. “For the fate of humans and the fate of animals is the same; as one dies, so dies the other. They all have the same breath, and humans have no advantage over the animals; for all is vanity” (Eccles. 3.19). Keeping in tone with the bible being a amalgamation of texts, a mythology, it seems only right that there are places where the reader is not soothed, is reminded of the dangers of, for lack of a better word, vanity. Ecclesiastes is an enigma, advising the reader about wisdom, but also reminding that wisdom is yet another concept that in the end, fades away, as the veil is slowly pulled over.

The book of Job is an attempt to rationalize why God would let bad things happen to good people (theodicy). Job is accompanied throughout the story by his friends Eliphaz, Bildad, and Zophar. Each of the three attempts to comfort Job with his own interpretation of theodicy. Eliphaz states, “As I have seen, those who plow iniquity and sow trouble reap the same” (Job 4.8). Eliphaz sees the world as a perfect system of retributive justice, where only those who do wrong are punished. Bildad offers a similar form, asking, “Does God pervert justice?” (Job 8.3) He reminds Job that God is perfect, and he wouldn’t punish someone for no reason. Finally, to deliver the knockout punch, with a speech reminiscent of Glenn Beck, “Know that God exacts of you less than your guilt deserves” (Job 11.6). Job’s “friends” seek to make him cease his questioning, make him retreat to the small comforts of unquestioning prudential wisdom, but Job will have none of it, giving one of the better speeches in the Bible: “But where shall wisdom be found? And where is the place of understanding? Mortals do no know the way to it, and it is not found in the land of the living” (Job 28.12). Job raises the sticky questions, and finds no answers for them—he is the thinking individual, the teacher who continues to question. Even when God shows up, to put Job in his place, He provides no satisfactory answers, asking “Where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth?” (Job 38.4) God proceeds to lecture Job, reminding him that God, not Job, made all of creation, and what right does Job have to question his almighty wisdom? At the end of the story, Job is humbled, asking no more tough questions. But the reader is unsatisfied with God’s answers, and continues their questioning journey, which is the true gift of the book of Job.

Finally, the two stories of Lazarus in the Bible are both very interesting. One, a parable, and arguably the simpler of the two, is a short chapter in which a rich man is punished for failing to ease the agony of Lazarus, a poor man who lives outside his home and is so disparate that “even the dogs would come and lick his sores” (Luke 16.21). This parable defies expectation, because we expect the rich man to learn through his suffering in Hades, and mercy to be shone on him, but in reality, it is a harsh reminder that there is no forgiveness for sin in life, and the punishment is dire.

But it is in the second story that Lazarus both interests and disappoints me, as it is one of the few stories in the Bible that I am completely unsatisfied with. The idea of resurrection in the Bible is an interesting topic, it happens rarely, and is never subjected to skepticism. Like many other concepts in the Bible, there are gaps in the text, a lack of explanation—and while the text provides information about “life after death”, it doesn’t stack up from a skeptical viewpoint. The idea of paradise seems to be, like many other areas in the book, tacked on by a redactor attempting to further an agenda. And what is resurrection? Jesus’s resurrection is a corporeal one, which is clarified in Luke 24.39, saying “Touch me and see; for a ghost does not have flesh and bones as you see that I have.” Lazarus also seems to be corporeal, as he interacts with the world in a corporeal way. But the reader begs an explanation—if paradise is so wonderful, isn’t it wrong of Jesus to rip him back into the normal plane of existence? How does Lazarus feel, what does he do, being back from the dead. It is a frustratingly missing piece, but once again, maybe it was intended that way, maybe resurrection stories in the Bible aren’t meant to comfort.

The Bible is a work that contains the viewpoints of innumerable authors, each of them lending their own questions, their own viewpoints—some skeptical, some prudential, some just a good story. But the end result is, as with any good work, a change in the paradigm of thought in the reader’s mind—never answering, always questioning.


Works Cited

The Harper Collins Study Bible. New Revised Standard Ed. Harold W. Attridge. USA: HarperCollins Publishers, 2006. Print.

Steinbeck, John. Novels 1942-1952. New York: Penguin Putnam Inc., 2001. Print.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Group Presentation

Here's the script we used for our group presentation, on the Book of Esther:

      THE BOOK OF ESTHER

                    JIMMY and SALLY are sitting on the floor, GRANDPA
                    is sitting in a chair.


                    Throughout the play, unless otherwise stated, the
                    actors will act out what Grandpa says.


          JIMMY
               Grandpa? Would you tell us a story?

          GRANDPA
                         (considers for a moment)
               No.

          JIMMY
               But Grandpa, it's Purim.

          GRANDPA
               Ugh. Every year, you kids ask for a story, and every
               year I tell you the same one. I'm 88 years old and my
               body is falling apart, can't you just leave me to die
               in peace?

          JIMMY
                         (Chanting)

               Purim story!

          SALLY
                         (Chanting)
               Purim story!

          GRANDPA
               All right, all right already! I tell you a story.
                         (mumbles in Yiddish.)
               [CHANGE SLIDE/PALACE]

               Well, many years ago, in the Kingdom of Persia...

                    As he begins the tale, the two children turn, and
                    become MORDECAI and ESTHER. GRANDPA continues to
                    narrate.

          GRANDPA
               There was a Jewish man named Mordecai. He was a wise,
               and honorable man.

                    MORDECAI/JIMMY flaunts about, looking very
                    honorable and wise. [CHANGE SLIDE/FIREPLACE] He
                    then stops, and addresses Grandpa.


          JIMMY
               Mordecai has a laser gun, right? And his name is
               Mordecai von Destructionburger, right?

          GRANDPA
               No.

          JIMMY
               This story sucks.

                    MORDECAI/JIMMY becomes MORDECAI one again. [CHANGE
                    SLIDE/PALACE]


          GRANDPA
               He had a niece, who went by the name Esther. Esther was
               very wise and beautiful. She was also Jewish.

                    ESTHER/SALLY also flaunts, looking very wise and
                    beautiful.


          GRANDPA
               The king of the land had recently misplaced his wife,
               so he was currently looking for a new one.

                    Enter KING, looking for a wife.

          GRANDPA
               So, he had all the beautiful women of the land brought
               before him, and he chose Esther to be his wife, because
               she was the most virginal.

                    ESTHER and MORDECAI break character, and become
                    the children again. [CHANGE SLIDE/FIREPLACE]


          SALLY
               What does virginal mean?

          JIMMY
               Yeah, what does that mean?

          GRANDPA
               I'll tell you when you're older. Anyway, Esther didn't
               reveal to the king that she was Jewish.

          SALLY
               This society seems to be rather misogynistic. And
               intolerant.

          GRANDPA
               Hush, you.

                    The two children once again become ESTHER and
                    MORDECAI. [CHANGE SLIDE/PALACE]


          GRANDPA
               They were happily married, but soon, Mordecai
               discovered a plot by two eunuchs (no, I'm not going to
               tell you what that means) to kill the King. He tells
               Esther, and Esther tells the king, and the king is very
               happy with her. Everything is great.
                         (To himself)
               My life is a massive disappointment.

                    Enter HAMMON.

          GRANDPA
               Now, soon, a man rose in the ranks of the king's
               advisors. His name was Ham--

                    JIMMY once again breaks character. [CHANGE
                    SLIDE/FIREPLACE]

          JIMMY
               Do him and Mordecai have a swordfight?

                    HAMMON and MORDECAI/JIMMY brandish swords/sticks
                    at one another.


          GRANDPA
               No.

                    They lower the sticks dejectedly.

          JIMMY
               Is there a car chase? With lasers?

          GRANDPA
               No.

          JIMMY
               Does Hammon have a lair?

          GRANDPA
               NO! Hammon was just an advisor to the king who happened
               to hate Mordecai!

          JIMMY
               Did Mordecai kill his father?

          GRANDPA
               NO! Mordecai refused to bow to Hammon, so he decided to
               kill Mordecai and all the Jews!

                    SALLY breaks character now too.

          SALLY
               Sounds like he has quite the inferiority complex.

          GRANDPA
               Do you kids want me to tell this story or not?

          SALLY
               Yes.

          JIMMY
               Yes.

          GRANDPA
               Then keep quiet. This isn't one of your TV shows or
               video games. You kids might not realize this, but
               stories used to be interesting without explosions, gun
               fights, the internoodle--

          JIMMY
               You mean the internet?

          GRANDPA
               Never mind!

                    The kids return to their characters. [CHANGE
                    SLIDE/PALACE]


          GRANDPA
               Where was I? Oh, right, Hammon decides to kill
               Mordecai. Well, the king is pretty happy with Esther,
               and she, being Jewish, hatches a plan to save her
               people. She asks the king to throw a big feast, and
               honor Mordecai.

                    SALLY breaks character. [CHANGE SLIDE/FIREPLACE]

          SALLY
               This king's not too smart, is he?

                    SALLY returns to character. [CHANGE SLIDE/PALACE]

          GRANDPA
               Hush. The king summons Hammon, asking him what he would
               do to honor someone who had done well. Hammon advises
               him, thinking that the king is talking about him.

          JIMMY
               [CHANGE SLIDE/FIREPLACE] But he's not.

          GRANDPA
               Thank you, you're really an astute child. Hammon then
               goes out and builds a gallows, to hang Mordecai on.
               [CHANGE SLIDE/PALACE]

          SALLY
               Gross.

          GRANDPA
               The banquet comes around, and there's much food and
               revelry.

                    Hand out treats.

          GRANDPA
               And not a surprise to us, the king honors Mordecai. Of
               course, Hammon is angry, but when he's about to leave
               and plot revenge, Esther asks for another favor. She
               knew of Hammon's plot, and she tells the king. The king
               then hangs Hammon on his own gallows.

                    Both children stand, mouths agape.

          GRANDPA
               And then Esther helps the Jews kill 75,000 people. The
               End.

                    They still stand there, lips quivering.  [CHANGE
                    SLIDE/FIREPLACE]


          GRANDPA
               Now leave me alone, I want to take a nap.

                    He promptly falls asleep. The two children plop
                    down on the floor, scratching their heads.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

The Slave

Twilight? Puh-leeze.

The Slave. Now that's a love story. It's wonderful, we have a man who cannot fall in love with a gentile, but does, and it creates an internal struggle in which he must decide between God, and what he feels. He falls prey to the pit of rationalization, but through that, he begins to explore his faith, and make discoveries about what he believes. Throughout all of this, terrible things happen, and continue to happen to him, leaving him alone with nothing but his shattered faith.

This is very similar to discussions we've had in class about theodicy. How can the good and just be punished for having done nothing wrong? The Slave was very interesting to me in the way that it allows the reader to experience their own catharsis, without being strictly told what to do, or what to think and believe.

I loved it.

(Kind of a crappy post, but I'm super busy.)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

TEST!

  • Frye: 54, 81-2 (type/anti-type), 107, 116, 120, 123, 128, 130 (metanoia: "enlarged dimensions"), 137-8
  • The Slave: 238, 259-62, 278-9
Plotz
  • 1st Kings:17
    • Who is an early Christ figure?
      • Elijah
  • 2nd Kings
    • Who was associated with early cosmetics?
      • Jezebel
  • Isaiah
    • Which pairing doesn't belong?
      • The Lion and the Lamb
    • Who does Plotz compare God to?
      • Jack Nicholson, Santa
  • Jeremiah
    • Why wouldn't you share a beach house with Jeremiah?
      • Morbidity
  • Ezekiel:4
    • The ingredients and things you need to eat.
    • He compares Israel to his adulterous wife.
  • Minor Prophets
    • Jonah, why does he get on a boat?
      • To run from God. (There is no whale)
  • Psalms
    • Which characters does Plotz talk about most?
      • David
    • Common theme?
      • "Woe is me"
  • Daniel
    • What other biblical story is Daniel closest to?
      • Joseph and his dreams
  • Ezra/Nehemiah
    • Why does Ezra pull out his hair?
      • Intermarriage between Jews and gentiles.
  • Chronicles
    • One sentence sums it up.
      • It retells the stories you've heard already.
  •  Should we read the bible?
    • Yes, the less you believe, the more you should read.
MORE QUESTIONS
  • What does Ecclesia mean?
    • Gathering
  • What is Eschatology?
    • The study of the end times.
  • Logos?
    • The word.
  • Jesus and Socrates, how are they similar?
    • Both were "crucified".
  • Why is the Bible a comedy?
    • It has a happy ending.
  • Where are we at in the "U"?
    • The bottom.
  • What type of wisdom would your grandparents give you?
    • Prudential 
  • What does Jacob put on his head?
    • A fez, he believed in a false prophet for a while.
  • The three great tragedies?
    • The Brothers Karamazov
    • Job
    • King Lear
  • Why is God patriarchal? 
    • It rationalizes the ethos!
  • What is an epiphany?
    • Sudden manifestation of a supernatural or divine being.
  • What is retributive justice, and an example of it?
    • Nothing bad happens unless we deserve it. Job's three "friends".
  • Prudential wisdom?
    • Polonius
  • Skeptical wisdom?
    • Hamlet
  • Best example of narrative/image?
    • Job/Revelation
  • Metenoia?
    • repentence
  • What does Jacob do to make up for the absence of the Torah?
    • He scratches on a rock.
  • Theodicy
    • The question of innocent suffering.
  • What is a parable?
    • an attack on expectations.
  • Apocalypse?
    • A lifting of the veil. (realized eschatology)